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Bipolar

by GODVLAD

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1.
Hear it growling deep in my core I’ve turned into what I can’t be Cannot cage it in anymore The monster lives inside of me Steadily corroding my soul Demonic suffocating grin It’s getting out of my control I feel it move beneath my skin The beast within Feeds on your sin Release the fiend I can’t stop this venomous thing Vindictive eyes watch every move It’s getting overpowering A ruthless doom I didn’t choose No forgiveness for setting free This evil creature’s foul abuse Born in the darkest side of me The beast is finally breaking loose The beast within Feeds on your sin Release the fiend Hear it growling deep in my core I feel it move beneath my skin It’s getting out of my control The monster lives inside of me No forgiveness for setting free A ruthless doom I didn’t choose Born in the darkest side of me The beast is finally breaking loose The beast within Feeds on your sin Release the fiend
2.
The Haunting 03:00
(Left behind) Flash of light (Wander blind) Hold you tight (Cannot find) Too weak to fight (Peace of mind) (Lost in time) Cast aside (Can’t define) Undenied (This decline) Strange nowhere ride (It ain’t mine) Seize me Save me Find me in the dark (Going home) I am near (Not alone) Feel me here (Flesh and bone) Touching your fear (Hard as stone) (Bleeding eyes) Can you see me? (Crippling cries) Can you hear me? (Lingering lies) Answer my plead (Terrorized) Seize me Save me Find me in the dark (Voices cry) (In the night) (From inside) (Frightening feel) Paranoid (Cold as steel) And destroyed (Urge to kill) Caught in the void (So surreal) (Too much strain) Blood to shed (Deadly pain) Go ahead (Gone insane) Meet me instead (Shoot my brain) Seize me Save me Find me in the dark (Voices cry) (In the night) (From inside)
3.
Time To Die 04:04
It's now you're time to die Kill for thrill is just 'cause you want to The need to feel your rage is inside you One can only keep what's desired You deal you steal you peel the people's right to strive Can't stop to cope the hate deep inside Bring yourself to shame, you just don't stop The game you play, you'll pay when you drop Your name you praise through all time No chance your reign will stand in a fight Give up, you're stuck, you won't last your life They won't cry no more They won't die no more You think you can live just like the god you're not Why? You lie Just die It's now you're time to die The death you spread will come upon you The greed you plead will end very soon The beast in you will decease In time you'll pray until you're no more The end is near you'll be dead and torn They won't cry no more They won't die no more You think you can live just like the god you're not Why? You lie Just die It's now you're time to die The strength you wield is gone and weakened The fear you feed will bleed oh so quick Recognize your demise You'll fade away and be claimed a prize It's bleak, it's weak, its what fate decides They won't cry no more They won't die no more You think you can live just like the god you're not Why? You lie Just die
4.
(Don’t break before you try) Can’t recall how I got here Everything was spinning round, spinning round Somehow I just kept on walking I will go on ‘till I can’t breathe Pushing hard to keep on moving No regrets to hold me back, hold me back Shaking off this growing numbness I won’t wait for life to come and humor me (Rise) You know how roaches cringe You know how vermin crawl Just keep on moving at a sturdy pace Your worth above it all I will not bow down to arrogance I am proud of what I have achieved Being righteous comes at no expense I will not consign my dignity I will stand and keep on moving No one will walk over me, over me Charge ahead until I’m bleeding I don’t need no one to set me free (Ride) You know how roaches cringe You know how vermin crawl Just keep on moving at a sturdy pace Your worth above it all (Don’t break before you try) Cast aside what I don’t need now Leave behind what slows me down, slows me down I have learned what keeps me moving This race is between myself and I (Rise) You know how roaches cringe You know how vermin crawl Just keep on moving at a sturdy pace Your worth above it all I will keep on moving Just keep on moving at a sturdy pace I will keep on moving on Just keep on moving, keep on moving on
5.
Urban Tribes 04:21
Join the urban tribes Watch us move like we belong Fighting fire with amity All together we are strong We’re the voice of reason United for this dream Take a step, take your place, stand free They will not silent our song Make yourself be heard now Urban tribes Always wanting to forget Things we didn’t want to learn Marching for what we regret Gives us power to turn Into what we should’ve been Take a step, take your place, stand free Join the tribe and sing with me Stand up for yourself and claim Your victory Join the Tribes Join the Urban Tribes Join us Join the Urban Tribes Rise together More than ever We must stand up for our needs All will shatter For the better Now’s the time to plant the seeds Urban tribes We still move like we belong Fighting fire with amity Undivided we stand strong We’re the voice of reason Defending our beliefs Take a step, take your place, stand free Join the tribe and walk along All together we’ll achieve Equality Join the Tribes Join the Urban Tribes Join us Join the Urban Tribes Rise together More than ever We must stand up for our needs All will shatter For the better Now’s the time to plant the seeds
6.
Divided 03:45
You need me You say your life depends on me I know, I know now Divided Between all that I am and everything I want to be You hold me So tight it’s getting hard to breathe No more, no more now Divided Between setting my ground and all the things that set me free Cry Don’t you leave We’ll be together ‘til the end of time Mine You can’t leave I cannot be without you, I will not survive You want me But you won’t mind the things I need So cold, so cold now Divided Between all that I have and everything he gives to me He promised A world of love and ecstasy Not sure, not sure now Divided Between all that he is and everything you should have been Cry Don’t you leave We’ll be together ‘til the end of time Mine You can’t leave I cannot be without you, I will not survive
7.
Bipolar 04:14
Made of stone Iron bones You know I’m unbreakable I’m eternal I’m immortal I am indestructible Large as life I’m fantastic Everlasting Flawless and exceptional Can’t deny me Idolize me I am incomparable Incredible Truant from myself Frail Hope falling behind (Give up life) Helpless and confused Tired of talking But screaming inside Firestarter I’m no martyr I am holy, I’m divine Laughing harder Always smarter Don’t you know I’m always right? Truant from myself Frail Hope falling behind Helpless and confused Tired of talking But screaming inside Trapped down in misery I don’t know what to do I’m too drained inside Alone and too weary to fight Always smiling Never hiding Nothing brings me down you see I’m outstanding So amazing Don’t you wish you were like me? Be like me Truant from myself Frail Hope falling behind Helpless and confused Tired of talking But screaming inside Caught up in the dark Frozen Already dead inside (Give up life) Nothing left to save No way out The pain ends tonight
8.
You think you’re always right You want me to comply You want to break me inside My mistake You think you are my savior (Hope you enjoy) You think I have no strength to leave (I’m not your toy) I’ll fly away forever (For you to destroy) These are the last moments of pain Farewell pride I got wise Say goodbye Farewell trust No more lies Die you must You think you are so clever (Hope you enjoy) You lied and thought I would believe (I’m not your toy) I’ll fly away forever (For you to destroy) These are the last moments of pain Farewell pride I got wise Say goodbye Farewell trust No more lies Die you must Your empty threats won’t stand You’ll pray to understand Why I would curse your ground Come around I needed you like water (Hope you enjoy) I loved you like the pouring rain (I’m not your toy) I’ll fly away forever (For you to destroy) These are the last moments of pain Farewell pride I got wise Say goodbye Farewell trust No more lies Die you must
9.
I’ll rise you up into hell I’ll drag you down to heaven too Like no one else will ever do I’ll satiate your cravings And I’ll do all you want me to You know I am the one for you Kneel down, step in Come praise your queen I will comply Pledge you my life Render my soul You know you want to serve me Bow down and let me take you in I’ll have you burning from within I want you down on your knees And I command you to be mean Just lose yourself under my skin I am your sin Come praise your queen I will comply Obey your cry Give up control At your command I will resign my power I will obey Just make me feel like that I’ll go down your desire Then I’ll go up your fantasy You just have to bow down to me I’ll rule like a sovereign I’ll dominate, and when you win I’ll be your slave, you’ll be supreme It’s not a dream Come praise your queen I will comply I won’t ask why I won’t let go At your command I will resign my power) I will obey Just wanna feel like that Devote yourself to my will In every breath I’ll make you scream I promise it won’t hurt a thing The throne is waiting for you I’ll give you all you’ll ever need You’ll be my one and only king Kneel down, step in Come praise your queen I will comply I can’t deny Take me, I’m yours
10.
Evil In Me 04:14
They cry and they beg No mercy is shown I don't care The thrill is because its so easy to kill I'm trying to gain control I prey on the weak These insane cravings are invoked In time it will tame me and I'll lose myself I'm trying to gain control Or I'm lost from inside Not proud of myself Trying to release this in my soul Its time to take back what is mine I once had And try to gain control Leave me Get out Or I'm lost from inside Insanity reigns Too powerful for me to take Hell feeds me, hell keeps me and leaves me so cold I just can't gain control
11.
Break, break No deed will brake your fall Pray, pray You’re prey and you will crawl Faux et infidèle On n'est pas des anges Shame, shame Same destiny for all Blame, blame In flames you too shall fall Pas de pardon pour toi Tu as fait ton choix Cry No angel inside No saint or divine Free will is your crime Hide, hide Outside above the rules Pride, pride You lied, you played the fool Faux et infidèle On n'est pas des anges Why, why Your whining is your doom Try, try You strive to dig your tomb Pas de pardon pour toi Tu as fait ton choix Cry No angel inside No saint or divine Free will is your crime Crave, crave A slave is standing tall Brave, brave Your grave awaits your fall Faux et infidèle On n'est pas des anges Break, break Same destiny for all Pray, pray In flames you too shall fall Pas de pardon pour toi Tu as fait ton choix
12.
Time Bomb 03:57
I binge it in and purge it out No point in fighting I've no doubt Kicking in I feel alive Madness comes with a price Ride so high No pride Can't turn back Chemicals and drinkables Powder pleasures lose control Can't deny what comes inside They deceive me I can't hide Fly so high No lie Can't turn back No turning back The healing gods won't help me Betrayed by my sanity Digging my own tomb I am a time bomb Fragments spreading in my mind No toxic waste was left behind Causing damage to myself A monster heading straight to hell Ride so high No pride Can't turn back Death remains my only choice Fear in man reflects my voice Blame society's defaults Crumbling down I see no halt Fly so high No lie Can't turn back No turning back The healing gods won't help me Betrayed by my sanity Digging my own tomb I am a time bomb
13.
White Light 03:38
Woke up all alone Drowning in the silence Of an empty house that used to feel like home It’s been a million years I can feel eternity Within every second gone since you were here I tried to find a reason why But there’s no answer And I just can’t find the strength I need to say goodbye White light Shinning down from heaven through a dark sky You were always there for me But I was blind I never thought I’d lose you Now I’m torn apart There’s nothing left from you but white light Memories carved in me Your warm and sweet surrender And the softness of your touch against my skin I can still hear you breathe Your smile is gone forever But your bright eyes live on tattooed on my dreams I tried to find a reason why I’m still aching for an answer ‘Cause I know you’ll always be the one who owns my heart White light Shinning down from heaven through a dark sky You were always there for me I was blind I never thought I’d lose you Now I’m torn apart There’s nothing left from you but white light White light

credits

released June 2, 2014

Vanessa Cabral: Vocals
Sérgio Carrinho: Bass & Vocals
Lino Vinagre: Lead Guitars
Nuno Fontes: Guitars
Paulo Martins: Keys & Synths
Hugo Ribeiro: Drums

Special guests:

Fred Brum: Guitar solo on “Urban Tribes”
Luciana Silva: Cello on “White Light”
Carla Costa: Portuguese Bagpipes on “Divided”
Abdelilah Ibrahimi: Vocals on “Divided”
Ricardo Melo: Bass on "The Beast Within", "The Haunting" and "Time To Die"


All songs written & arranged by Godvlad

Recorded at Audioplay Studios & Godvlad Studios
Additional engineering and recording by Francisco Martins
Cellos recorded by Xavier Marques
Produced by Godvlad
Mixed & Mastered by Lino Vinagre

Artwork by Mic Ferreira
Godvlad logo & symbol by Sérgio Carrinho & Hugo Ribeiro

Godvlad would like to thank the following people:

Mário & Violete Carrinho, Daniel & Lála Ribeiro, Rosa Santos, Ana Duarte, Zélia Frazoa, Pedro Miranda, Raquel Fontes, Liliana Gomes, Ricardo Melo, Mic Ferreira, Thomas Zimmerman, João Pedro, Fred Brum, Francisco Martins, Carla Costa, Fernando & Luciana Silva, Abdelilah Ibrahimi, Xavier Marques, Paulo Perdiz, Victor Duarte & The Last of Them, Ricardo Fernandes, Iurie Chiforisin, Miguel Silva Photography, Jerson Ribeiro, João Tavares, Mané Soares, Jorge & Lála Caetano, Bruno Pato, Fernando Bicho, Fernando Carvalho & all at SóMusica Aveiro, Paula & Pedro Granada and everyone that helped make this album a reality.

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